Lord, You know the hardest
Thing I deal with is “looping thoughts”:
The clamorous cacophony of an obsessive
Past and Present hurt-angry-resentful
Repetitive mental monologue; my mute
Responses to what others have said, done
Which cause me to feel unvalued, less-than,
Unappreciated, taken for granted,
Used and abused.
These thoughts that loop are swarming
Wasps, a herd of wildebeest
Rampaging riotously through my head;
Uninvited by me, triggered by any,
Every, even trivial things.
How long I have prayed, begged
And besought You for inner healing.
Must I die an old woman, drowned
In tsunami’s looping reel of painful
Scenes with soundtrack?
Will You not rescue, make them
Stop and not return?
Wash my mind/heart in Your Word, Father;
Help me, please, to take these thoughts
‘Captive to Christ’*—‘not by might,
Nor by power, but by Your Spirit’**.
Remind me to lift them to You, and
To shout, “Grace, Grace!”**, that the
Mountain of mortal memories be moved.
For only In Christ are we saved with “sozo”***
Fullness of health and wholeness, restoration ~
I thank You that You have heard me, and
That You answer, Father.
©Jael Sook, 2017 All rights reserved.
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*4The weapons of our warfare are not the weapons of the world. Instead, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. 5We tear down arguments, and every presumption set up against the knowledge of God; and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. II Corinthians 10:4-5
And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
King James Bible
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7
**6Then he said to me, “This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel saying, ‘Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,’ says the LORD of hosts. 7What are you, O great mountain? Before Zerubbabel you will become a plain; and he will bring forth the top stone with shouts of “Grace, grace to it!”‘” Zechariah 4:6-7
***The NAS New Testament Greek Lexicon
Greek lexicon based on Thayer’s and Smith’s Bible Dictionary plus others; this is keyed to the large Kittel and the “Theological Dictionary of the New Testament.” These files are public domain.
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